Let me just give you a quick scenario to set up my thoughts right now. Okay, so you have had a long day out, could have been school or work etc, and you are just trying to make it home because you haven't had the chance to go to the bathroom. (Sounds strange, bare with me.) At this point you are in the car, on the journey home and you are just a bit uncomfortable with that full bladder but you are no where near peeing your pants. You are singing along to the music and observing things, just trying to keep your mind off the fact that you just need to make it to the restroom at some point. Am I the only one that this has happened to?
Anyways, you FINALLY pull into the driveway and you are turning off the ignition, finding your house key and just as you start to put the key in the lock you realize that you better make it to a toilet quick. It is like your body has a sensor that knows when you are home and it alerts you basically by saying, "Dude you have not peed in five hours please go to the bathroom."
So you finally give your bladder a break and you feel a lot better and relieved, right?
Strange as it sounds, this is my life right now. I have been through the phases I have had the uneasy feeling in my stomach. Am I going to make it? I was going through life living and observing and keeping my mind off of the ever so present question, who am I going to be? I have been stuck in the "unlocking the door" phase of the journey for about two years now. After graduating high school I have done all of the motions that would lead me to that door but now I find myself stuck. I am going into my second year of college and I am in those stressful moments where I am searching for my key to unlock the door. I am searching for me and who I am going to be. I feel like I am watching all of these people just opening that door and walking inside and here I am struggling with the lock.
Where is my relief?
Anyways, you FINALLY pull into the driveway and you are turning off the ignition, finding your house key and just as you start to put the key in the lock you realize that you better make it to a toilet quick. It is like your body has a sensor that knows when you are home and it alerts you basically by saying, "Dude you have not peed in five hours please go to the bathroom."
So you finally give your bladder a break and you feel a lot better and relieved, right?
Strange as it sounds, this is my life right now. I have been through the phases I have had the uneasy feeling in my stomach. Am I going to make it? I was going through life living and observing and keeping my mind off of the ever so present question, who am I going to be? I have been stuck in the "unlocking the door" phase of the journey for about two years now. After graduating high school I have done all of the motions that would lead me to that door but now I find myself stuck. I am going into my second year of college and I am in those stressful moments where I am searching for my key to unlock the door. I am searching for me and who I am going to be. I feel like I am watching all of these people just opening that door and walking inside and here I am struggling with the lock.
Where is my relief?