It is honestly such a great feeling to finally be in a good place. In the past couple of years I have been consumed with stresses about the future, my career, school; normal things for of a person my age I suppose. After a while, I stopped convincing myself that the way that I was feeling did not have to be MY normal.
I hated being consumed with doubt about things that I had total control over. All of these stresses were things that I had a choice in. Instead of choosing to stress about the future and what I was going to do when I GOT there, I am choosing to focus on the things that I am going to do on my WAY there. Enjoying the journey is a whole lot less stressful than thinking about what is so far away. So currently out of my control.
Taking advantage of the current moment is so rewarding. I enjoy the classes I am taking. I am grateful for the job that I have. I have actual friends now, WHAT? Something that I couldn't have before because my my mind was so consumed with "What if?'
I am in a good place now. I am content.
I hated being consumed with doubt about things that I had total control over. All of these stresses were things that I had a choice in. Instead of choosing to stress about the future and what I was going to do when I GOT there, I am choosing to focus on the things that I am going to do on my WAY there. Enjoying the journey is a whole lot less stressful than thinking about what is so far away. So currently out of my control.
Taking advantage of the current moment is so rewarding. I enjoy the classes I am taking. I am grateful for the job that I have. I have actual friends now, WHAT? Something that I couldn't have before because my my mind was so consumed with "What if?'
I am in a good place now. I am content.